I am such an emotional train wreck right now I don't even know where to start.... Thursday I broke my back tooth while eating pizza. It is my own fault as I waited too long to have the cap put on after my root canal... I had to have an emergency root canal while pregnant with Lily and the root canal capped out my insurance so I was waiting until the new year rolled over to have the cap/crown put on but then I found out I was pregnant with Pelia in January. With it already being such a high risk pregnancy and all the other complications, I didn't want any dental work to cause more stress on the pregnancy so I waited even longer, and I guess I waited too long... I have a last minute dentist appointment this evening to have it checked out and I am sure I will have to get an implant so that the tooth above it doesn't start to drop down.  To top it off when one of the mom's to my preschooler's came to pick up her daughter yesterday I asked that she make sure she was here no later than 5:45 to pick up her daughter so I can make it to my appointment and she gave me total attitude about it despite that our contract agreement has her schedule written down that she will be here no later than 5:30 everyday to pick up her daughter. So that pissed me off- wasn't like I have control over the fact my tooth broke and I at least found a dentist that would get me in after my students are supposed to be picked up.... The I went to my WIC appointment yesterday and this is a follow up appointment as my 6 months postpartum is now over as of next month and the lady at the front desk stupidly asks if I had the baby yet and I had to remind them that yes I did have her and she died. Then the lady in the back asks me when my due date was as though I was still pregnant and you can clearly see that I am not and I had to AGAIN remind her that I already had the baby and she passed away and that Wednesday was supposed to be my due date.... Tomorrow was my due date, September 12th.... Its not fair.... I am so sad and hurt and just angry about the whole thing.... What did I do wrong to deserve this and what did she do wrong to not be given a chance? And if I hear one more person say everything happens for a reason or that we are only given what we can handle I will fucking snap as that is bullshit! 

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