If It Works, Why Not?

There are people in this world I have chosen not to associate with as we either just do not get along for one reason or the next, those who only seemed to bring negativity to the table, those who only take and friendship only works one way for them and then there are those who's actions or words cross a line and offend to a point that I would rather not associate with them as my moral compass is pointed in a different direction. I feel I have officially lost a friend today. I say that I "officially" did because I no longer see them listed as one of my followers which means that they have cut the final tie. This person had been a friend of mine since we moved here a couple of years ago. This was someone whom we trusted each other enough to watch each of our kids, that I hung out with on a weekend for girl's night ins, or we did outings to the mall or taking our kids to the park or zoo together. She also introduced me to other people here in town who I am still frien...

Things have been hectic as usual. So much so that I wonder if anything in my life is going to ever revolve around MY schedule. As I say that I feel selfish but at the same time I don't. And when I say it, for example, I mean things like simply enjoying a relaxing hot bubble bath- I have been in my house for over 2 years now and one of the draws about the master bathroom was that it had a huge garden tub in it and I have yet to take a bath in it. There is only time in my life to get in quick showers and heaven forbid I take a shower long enough to shave my legs as that will send the kids or husband to the edge and they will begin banging on the door asking "how much longer" until I get out. My own body isn't even my own.... A month ago I ended up in the hospital. I had started my period about a week or so early one Saturday. That evening I was hemmorhaging and passing huge clots. It was late when it got bad like that and the kids were already asleep and my husband ha...